OCT. 27

todayyy i felt like a pampered princessss!!! katy and i woke up around 10:30, shaved our legs, got ready,  & headed to Butler for a spray tan party at Kappa Kappa Gamma that one of her friends Kirsten was putting on. we got there & immediately got our spray tans. the lady that did them was so cool and funny. i saw more naked women today than i have ever seen in my life LOL once we got our tans we went up to kirstens room to get ready. we went to the beauty bar & did our hair and make up. Katy did my hair in her beautiful spiral curls. i tried to do it myself but it was an epic fail. gahh i wanna learn so bad cause i loved it. anyways once we got ready we went back down to the basement to get our stuff & say bye to everyone & went on our way back to IUPUI. katy dropped me off just in time for Rose, my white violet sister, to pick me up so that we could get our nails doneee. we went to luxury nails in Circle Center Mall. we got there & they took forever to get us in & do our nails so rose didnt even end up being able to get hers done. it was sad, but she had to leave so i was left stranded. haha it wasnt a big deal at all but i had to walk all the way back to campus. it was a nice walk though. a little chilly, but i WASSS in white shorts & a black short sleeved shirt with my uggs. hahaha i looked cute though. LOL once i got back i had a little bit of lunch and just relaxed until class at 5:30. we got out like 30 minutes early, but i had to go to chapter anyways so i just went straight to lecture and waited til the meeting started at 8. luckily tara was already there so we hung and chatted til other peoople showed up. chapter was fun as always & we got to figure out who all of our officers which was really fun : ) afterwards we all tooooooooooooook OVER campus with sidewalk chalk writing alllll over the concrete. that was so much fun!!! once we wer done with that like 15 of us went to Scotty's BrewHouse for dinner & just hung & ate & talked til like 12:30. it was so much fun. i love my sisters. after that mary drove me hom e& i couldnt wait to get into bed. so i got ready, crawled in & fell asleep!!!!!


ZLAAMMMMMMMMMM♕ 

octoberrr 26

IT WAS LIKE THE MOVIE TWISTER WHEN I WOKE UP THIS MORNING. my alarm went off at 9:30, not that i slept much anyway cause of my cough, & the wind was blowing like crazy, it was pouring rain, && the tornado sirens were going off like crazy. i wasnt sure if classes were cancelled or what so i got up, took a shower & while i was in i got a text from jagnews that there was a tornado warning until 10, but nothing about classes. so i went back got ready & thank goodness my dad was coming down anyway to drop off my computer charger otherwise idk how i would have gotten to class. he picked me up & dropped me off in front of Cav & i was literally like one of 10 in class. it was funny, but good thing i showed up because we took CRAZYYYY notes. we ended up getting out of class a little early so i headed down to the ZTA think pink breast cancer awareness booth & handed out ribbons and pins. mary, chelsea & i left for a bit to grab salads & eat some lunch but then we were right back to the job. because lexi had to go the the IO we took the booth down early and me ken and chelsea went downstairs to hang out til we had class at 1:30. Me and Ken headed to class in the wind and rain with my cheetah umbrella & took lots of boring notes as usual. Erin also let us out like 15 min early which was nice so me & Kendra headed to park place to go shopping for some tinkerbell wings for her costume. we hung out at the appt til ashley came to go shopping with us & watched extreme home makeover!! LOVE IT. so we drove to plainfield to go shoppping only to find out that the store kendra thought was there really wasnt. LOL so we drove to avon & found another awesome store where she found her wings and i found an amazing firefighter outfit. I AM SO EXCITED TO WEAR ITTTT.  anyways so we were all hungry so we stopped at steak and shake for dinner. i had yummy chickenfingers and fries with a jr. cookies & cream milk shake. it was delishh. after we drove home, got ready & met chelsea to go to PARANORMAL ACTIVITY 2. we got there a little early so we went to get chels a belt & then headed to the movie where we met sydney & jamie. the movie was pretty good, but not really scary. after, i got dropped off & mary picked me up like a half hour later to go to emmas to watch a movie. we got there and she had 2 little baby kittens that were so cute. we watched stepbrothers & crackkkkkkkked up. i love that movie. ahhh will ferrell. i didnt end up getting home til pretty late & katy spent the nightt. we got ready & talked for a bit before falling asleep to keeping up with the kardashians!!

ZTA THINK PINKKKkkk

support breast cancer awareness!!!!!!

octoberrr 25

 lets just say..... i did NOTTT want to get up this morning. blahhhh i coughed all night & did not sleep well at all. i had to get up early, around 9, to go and watch my 2 favorite kids in the ENTIRE WORLD!!! emily claire & alex james long!!!!! when i got to their house emily came screaming down the hall & jumped into my arms & told me how much she missed me. goshhh i love them sooo muchhh. she took me into the play room & showed me her little animal house & we wrote notes to joshewa!!! we are gonna mail them so that he gets them in ft wayne! after than emily showed me her new favorite books & they were none other than the magic tree house books... AKA my favorite books as a kid. so we started reading the book, did that for a while & then played webkins on her computer until we had to leave so that i could go to the doctor. I brought the kids over to my house so that my mom could watch them. I brought over star wars for them to watch & emilys computer so that they would be entertained. so i headed off to the doctor with my dad & come to find out he thinks i have a slight form of asthma & maybe some allergies & thats why i have been coughing so much. so he gave me 2 new prescriptions... GREATT. just to add to the billions of pills i am already taking.... gahhhh. its so annoyinggg. so we got that filled, i got some coffee cause i was being a bit sluggish, & headed home. when we got home they showed me the lincoln log house that they built which was really cutee & they had ham sandwiches for lunch with some cheesenips. while they were eating i went downstairs to find all of the treehouse books that we had & i brought them up and told em that she could have themm. she was really excited. after we  finished eating they started playing nick jr with my dad & printed some pictures from their gamee. after a while of playing we had to head home to get em ready for dance & alex packed with some toys to play during. jamie got home & i made $60 for the day. pretty niceeee i'd sayy : )) anyways i headed home at 3:30 & relaxed until i got an offer from my dad to pick up the piles of leaves in the front for $20.... UM YES. hah so i did that & then we had to rush to get me to school. we stopped at CVS to get me some nyquil & cough drops & dropped off my stuff with literally 5 minutes to spare. we rushed to my class & i literally walkedd in the door at 6:14. i took my chapter 9 test, which as usual i did well on &  then we had to do some ch 10 stuff. but after that i headed home, cleaned my room, & had some dinner. i was super tired so i decided to take my nyquil early & am going to passout soon!!! goooooodnighttt.

OUR ANIVERSARYYY,

YAYYYYYYYY we made ittttt!!!!!!!! Well this morning started out a little strange when i woke up upside down in bed & josh was not there. I was so confused!!!! i went out of the room & josh was sleeping on the couch & i had nooo clue why. LOL so i woke him up & he told me that i told him in the middle of our fun that his teammates were playing with my butt (yet i dont remember saying that nor do i know why i would say that lol) & he got mad cause i wouldnt tell him who it was & went out to sleep on the couch. hahahah its pretty funny. so he ended up coming in bed with me & we slept for while until i got woken up with his famous delicious sandwiches for breakfast in bed & a dozen roses!! mmmm GAH i love flowers, especially roses!! hes so sweet. conover texted j & invited us over to come over & play beer pong, but neither of us really wanted to do that so in the shower i thought of the idea to just head to carmel & spend the afternoon & night here. so thats what we did. we got all my stuff ready & headed to carmel. when we got here, the family was still driving home from andrews tournament so we took romeo & jojo to cool creek park & toook a long long walkk. they both LOVEd it! jojo ended up cutting her foot & tearing her toenail off so we had to wrap her foot up in her cute little bandana until we got home cause she was bleeding allll over my car. haha poor girl. it didnt even phase her though. shes a tough girl just like her momma & daddy. when we got home dad was shocked to see jo & mom was PISSED. gahh she made me so mad. so we tied jo up to the tree in the front & got ready & headed to the Cheesecake Factory for our anniversary dinner. Josh had never been there so we were both super excited! we got there & ordered thai lettuce wraps for an appetizer. josh was so shocked that they were so good. mmm theyre my favoritee. so for dinner dinner i ordered the pear fetta pizzete & j got this special new orleans shrimp dish over rice. it was really good. & of course we had to get some cheesecake so he got the chocolate mousse & i got the chocolate rassberry truffle. they were sinfullllll. we were stuffedd!!! we brought some of our cheesecake home, got home & j had to head home because of homework & school tomorrow. it was a pretty amazing first anniversary. it was simple but amazingg. i am the luckiest girl in the worlddd!!!

OCTOBERRRrr 23

Saturday Josh had another game, but he didnt wake me up so i slept in with JOJO til like 12:45 & got up and started cruel intentions 2. The boys showed up around 2 and we went to mcdonalds for lunch. We then  went to the halloween store and got our costumes for the party tonight. j and i both got referee outfits and mo was a bum. we went to walmart afterwards and bought some groceries, some short spandex for j, and a bandana for Moe. when we were checking out we saw fundip & just HAD to buy it!!! mmm i love fundips! anyways when we got back we made my world famous quesadillas again, got ready, and headed over to Pucketts for the party. We got there at like 8:30, so we started the night EARLY!!!! we immediately started drinking & thats how the night began. People started showing up and we just kept drinking and drinking and drinking and drinkingggg. it was crazy. chris & josh played some pingpong & then we decided that we should probably change it back into the beer pong table. we played a game of beer  olympics and well i really dont remember much for a while after that. i met a dude that knew some people from carmel & we talked a lot all night. he was a really nice guy. he actually had some amazing weed on him so me, j, conover & he smoked that. & that really put j over the edgee. i went back inside & hung with people for a while & couldnt find j for a while. turns out he was on the side of the house outside puking & stumbling all over the place. even though i shouldnt have, i got the keys somehow from wes & moe & i drove us home around 1. it was risky business but it needed to happen. he needed to be home. when we got home for some reason we decided that i needed some nyquil & i ended up spilling it allllll over the comforter. it was hilarious. we got kinda crazy i guess, even though i dont remember much. LOL it was quite a night to say the least.

22 of octoberrr

since last night ended up pretty rough, we both woke up upset & it took us a while to talk through everything before we made up & were okay. once we got things settled,we went to mcDonalds to get coffee's and fries!! when we got back josh had to do some homework so i messed around with the pictures that we took yesterdayy they were cuteeee. i love them!!! while we were doing that i remembered that we still had our pumpkins to carve so we went outside in the yard and gutted them, carved them, & picked alll of the seeds out to back and eatt : ) in the middle of carving, josh got a call saying that he had to be at the field a lot earlier than we thought so that was cut a little short. He got ready real fast, we cleaned up & i dropped him off at the field. Jo & i drove back home, started baking the seeds & i got ready to come to the field for his game. i brought josh a little surprise, a monster & some seeds to snack on while he was in the game. he appreciated it! WOW, joshewa did awesome today in his game. not only did he pitch amazing, but he had an awesome hit & got to score a run. BRRRRRrrrrr i was freezing my buttt off in the stands. gahhhh. i love it though!! im not complaining, rather be cold than hot for sureeeee! once the game got over, we went back home, got ready & went over to wactels for a pretty crazy nightttt. brodie decided to call QVC & mess around with the agents. it was pretty ridiculous. but as usual we played a lot of beer olympics. Brian introduced us to captain with 7Up && captain with apple cider. it was amazingg. Les & i decided to smash the indytech pumpkin right in front of the house!! wactel wasnt too happy but we thought it was hilarious! everyone got SHITFACED that night & jake ryan ended up passing out on the futon downstairs so we started writing on him. he woke up and started slapping les's stomach. we were dying with laughter. finally like 3:30 hit & we decided we should probably go home and call it a night = ]

loveeeys

just a random one to throw in with my puppygirlllll

October 21sttt

well today started out a little rough.... i woke up with a pretty bad migrane so i had to skip ethics.. DAMNNNNNN. lol when i got up at 11, i took a quick shower, got ready (& did my hair pretty cute i must sayy) then headed to mcdonalds of course to get my morning coffee. I had a meeting to figure out my classes for next semester with Shannon at 12 and then went to the cafeteria to meet up with my sisters for lunch. i got a yummy salad of course & just chatted until about 1:00 when i decided to head to class. On my way out of the CC i ran into Beth, Sam, & Kendra. Sam was dressed pretty spiffy with his new ears pierced and his purple, I MEAN LAVENDER shirt! we gave him a hard time but i thought he looked very nice. We all headed to law, which we all dread. HA. Luckily we all just sat on our computers the whole time (ya im writing this part in class SHHHHH)!!! instead of having class in the same class room, we all had to move to CA to the comp-lab to work on our group projects. that was boring & worthless as everything is in that classs, but when it got over i got to go home, play monopoly online, & j was here!!! we went to watermans farm to pick pumpkins. yaaaa, he beat me in the pumpkin picking contesttt : ( haa anyways, we had been talking about going to Qdoba ALLL afternoon so we went there for dinner & DEVOURED IT!!! hahha literally. afterwards we went back to my room to relax & digest for a bit, but we got a knock on the door & people told us that there was a comedy show downstairs so we decided to go down & check that out before heading to beth's to hangout, drink, & play cards! when we got to beth's all of the boys were playing COD so we decided to play spoons since no one knew how to play euchre. i dont know how it happened, but i ended up getting out first. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?? i cant!! lol josh ended up winning OF COURSE : ) we hung there & drank til about 12 when we headed to TKE for a beer pong tournament. as usual, me & josh won every game & kicked buttttttt. we are unstoppable : ) a lot of my sisters were there so that was fun! When leaving TKE Josh decided to bring up the issue with nate & that started an AWFUl argument & fight & we ended up driving to Ft. Wayne at like 4 in the morning. It was awful. i am not even going to go into detail because it is not worth repeating or remembering = [[

pumpkinpickerssss

J & I with our pumpkins from Watermans Farm : )

top 7 things i love most in this worlddd

gahh, so its one o'clock on a wednesday night & i cant sleeeeeep. WTF. laying in bed i couldnt think of anything better to do then post about the 7 things that i love most in this world.

My first and foremost is Jesus Christ himselff. I can never ever EVER be thankful enough for what he has done & is doing in my lifeee.

Second is my family. They have taught me so many things and provided me with opportunities and materials that I am forever grateful for. i would never be the woman i am today without every moment we have shared together. i love you guys.

Third is my one true love & future husband, Joshua Mark Johnson. After the last year we have spent together getting to know each others goods and bads, i can honestly say that i have never felt so much love and acceptance from one person in my entire life as you have shown me baby. I cant wait to spend the rest of my life with you.

Fourth is my beautiful baby girl, JOSIE MAY JOHNSON. i never thought i could love something or someone as much as i do her. She is the most loving, beautiful, playful, smart, obedient, and fun puppy i could ever ask for. mmmm my jojo!!!

Fifth is the most beautiful and inspiring things in the entire world, MUSIC. i honestly dont think i could live without it. It keeps me going when i am in my toughest times, brightens my mood, keeps me smiling, and creates sooo many memories. (secretly, i want to become a rock starrrr)










Sixth is American Sign Language. Gina Coleman, I know you know this, but you are my inspiration in everything that I do. You are the one that put me on this track of becoming an interpreter in the Deaf Community. ASL is honestly my biggest passion in life and is what i am working towards to create a career for myself. I cant wait to make you proud gina. LOVE YOU & cant wait to see you in heaven!!

Seventh are all of my Zeta Tau Alpha sisters & the opportunity to be a part of such an amazing organization and starting chapter of Lambda Epsilon at IUPUI. I cant wait for my future with all my girls and the things that we will be able to experience together!!!!! ZLAMMMM. zeta love & mine. seek the nobelest ♕

gahh i love the fallllll

October 20th!

IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL TODAY i can not even believe it!!!

     10:00am sharp my alarm went off this morning and to say the least, i was not ready for it! I was spoiled for the past week being able to sleep in until whenever I wanted that waking up at 10am seemed like torture. Back to the real world i guess, i was kinda in my little fantasy world all weekend! Thankfully I only have 2 days of school (well really just one) before i get to be with Josh again. anywayssss, i woke up this morning to stop for some coffee at McDonalds and go to the CC for a make up ZTA chapter meeting with Dani and Rachel, who is now my temporary Strawberry Sister. That lasted about an hour and then i went to get one of my favorite lunches, FUN SALADS!!!! once i got that i headed up to the terrace where i sat in the beautiful weather with an amazing view of the city, ate my salad, and studied up on chapter one of the ZTA new members handbook! Afterwards, i headed back to ball and started on some ethics homework. I read all of chapter four out of Sandel's book Justice then wrote a forum on 2 quotes from the  chapter. NCIS was on when i turned on the tv which was suppppppper exciting so i sat and watched until 5:30 came around when i had to take my asl test onlineee which i ACEDD. gahh i love asl!! i finished that test just in time to run to mcyD's & get a 3/4 lemonade 1/4 sprite and head to my chapter meeting with my seestas! we went over chapter 1 of our new member handbook, shared a special item with our founders group, went over some dates, took pics with our items and just socialized. Katy took me hone with dani & lexi & i had some dinner & skyped with aj & dad which was reaaallllly fun!! i got all my stuff ready for tomorrow & climed in bed to finish my blog for the day which i am obviously doing right now!!!
goodnighttt. zlammmm

just a few pictures from the weekenddd.

fall break weeekend

     To say the least, this weekend has been AMAZINGG. i had a rough week figuring things out with some friends & it was so nice to finally get away and spend sometime with the person & puppy who love my most, my joshewaa & my jojo : ) The weekend started off on wednesday night a little rocky when the little focus started having some trans problems & wouldnt go over 50 on the highway... well that wasnt gonna work. So thankfully Puckett let J use his Caddy & finally at around 10:00 josh, jojo, and moe showed up at Ball. Before leaving the city, we showed Moe his first look at Indianapolis. he was pretty damn impressed : ) once we got on the  highway not even halfwayy to Ft. Wayne we saw red & blue lights flashing behind us.. YEP the po-po. it looks like Puckett had both of his tail lights out and we were invisible. HA thankfully the cop let us off but we had to drive all the way to Ft. Wayne with our flashers on. reallllllly cool! We ended up getting home LATEE that night and still had to go to school so that joshewa could finish his homework. when we finally got home we were exhausted & just went straight to bed!
     Thursday morning J had school bright and early & i got to sleep in & snuggle with my jojo. When joshua got home we went to the grocery store and went shopping for groceries for dinners that i was going to make for the weekend. That was exciting for both of us because neither of us had every done anything like that beforee. By the time we got home it was time for Josh & moe to head to practice. Once they left i cleaned up the entire house (which REALLLLLLLLLLLLY needed it i must say) and fixed them the most delicious meatloaf, mashed potatoes, and sweet corn i had ever had. We all loved it!!!! That night we ended up picking up some green for zagoni & ourselves, smoked it, and then ended up going over to pucket's and then to alissas for a little party which was fun.
     Friday came around and Josh had school in the morning til 2, so i just hung around til that was over. We took the car into a trans shop & got scheduled to take it in monday morning at 8:30. After that we took a little nap and then he had a game @ tech where he pitched the 5th & 6th innings & did FABULOUS!!! That night i made chicken quesadillas & they were soooooooooooooooooooo good!!!! When we got done eating we got ready and went over to Wactel & Sontags for a party, where we learned how to play Beer Olympics which is AWESOME!!! we kicked buttttt.
     Saturday, i planned on going to the other game that they had this weekend but josh failed to wake me up & i ended up sleeping until like 1:30 in the morning. He finally got home & we went to rent a movie, the Crazies, which ended up being pretty crazyyyyy!!! I made this delicious groundbeef french fry casserol for dinner which we all enjoyed! That night we planned on going over to the volleyball house, but ended up at Wactels again & drank & played kings & beer olympics. we kicked butt again of courseee. Later that night we ended up going to Alyssas again where we played beer pong with the STUUUUUUPIDEST rules everrrrr. I got pretty bored there so we ended up going home kinda early and watched cruel intentions, but fell asleep.
     Sunday, Josh finally got the chance to sleep in, so we made sure that we did that! We made today a lazy day & took some muscle relaxers & just relaxed all dayy. We went over to Conover's that afternoon and watched some football and played cornhole until the Colt's came on. We watched that game & then went to pick up Moe from Pauls and went to bed!
     Monday Josh had school so I slept until he got home & crawled into bed with me. When we got up we decided to take JoJo to the park to play with her new frisby. That afternoon he had practice with his classic team so i went to watch. I got to see him swing the bat for the first time witch was pretty cool for me! When we got home I made us a delicious fetuccini alfredo pesto basil chicken pasta which was sooooo yummy! We were going to go over to Conover's again to play beer pong but we decided to just stay home and spend our last night together at home alone! we rented another movie, Its complicated, and got some icecream from mcdonalds. We got about halfway through the movie & ended up going to the bedroom with the candles : ).
     Tuesday josh had school again & when he got home he came back to bed with me and we slept for a couple more hours. When we got up we made his famous delicious egg sandwiches & i went on a coffee run to mcdonalds. We finished the movie while we ate and then got ready for his game which he got to start! HE DID AMAZING AS ALWAYS! after the game we went home, got all my stuff together & then started back to Indy!

IT WAS BEYOND AN AMAZING WEEKEND!!!!!!